About My Family Part 2

So I want to tell you something in my mind.. Something about me and my family..

Like only me who fought in this family and even my dad didn't care. I actually hate my dad a bit but he's still mine and he's my mama's choice.
I'm just wondering, where is the money he gets from his salary exactly? Since my mama died, my brother/sister feeds us every day, and sometimes me. Buy anything with my money. Then what's your contribution to this family, dad?
As people say, money can get people into a fight but could you help me a little? You work, I work. We work together, not alone.

My one and only hope is a house in Semarang. When you retire, there is where we live. Then, when I know the fact that you have mortgaged my mama's inheritance house certificate and you can not redeem it yet. My heart hurt. How can you do that? How can you hurt my mama? And even you have an affair behind my mama, I know it when my mama is alive even dead. You give your money for your affair, isn't it? Can you think a little about your daughter who is still your responsibility?

This is very long time ago, if we want to redeem maybe we should pay billions of rupiah. Or if the person who bought the house certificate that was eventually auctioned off (because it hasn't been redeemed for a long time) is dead and probably will bequeath to the child or grandchild, we must be ready to be evicted from there. Can you imagine? Only just a little debt, you mortgaged it behind my mama. I'm disappointed with you, dad.

Sometimes I'm sad, why we should bear the things done by our former people?